I recieved my HS freebies

Well, it does feel nice to feel a part of a big community of like minded people on a journey to self improvement and growth! I've recieved my freebies from Bill Harris today. His new book Threshholds of the Mind and a new Making Changes Easy CD track to meditate to. And a 6 CD live seminar recordings. And a thank you note with the hotline number included. Although I have not been able to get through to the Hotline because of the "high volume call", and kept being transfered to the order department, I might try another time. Thank YOU, Bill!

Day 10 on Holo

Day 9 and 10 are similar. I've been listening to in my rocker and at first, I felt uncomfortable in my seat, felt the need to adjust. Then the similar pattern: flashing lights before my eyes, the sudden cold(and I got sunburned so my body was on fire that day, nevertheless, during the session I felt refrigerated) and finally, falling into a state of deep sleep...calling it sleep even doesnt seem right...more like, being unconscious when you're under the general anaesthesia. Complete dark blank. The next track on my mp player was Oasis which startled me and woke me up. I wasn't sleepy and felt completely refreshed. My other venue, the gym, wasn't as successful. I have overexcercised, feeling completely exhausted. My abs muscles were pulled, the pain is just immense. Whatever muscles the Stair Master has worked, looks like they never have been used in my life. (Guess I don't use stairs alot - who does these days?) There had been a complete atrophy of those muscles, I think, because I am now unable to bend my legs -- my walking is like post painful sex, slow and funny looking. Every step is a challenge and pain. I have started on Now L Glutamine capsules, and today's also the first day of ISO Protein shake, I use GF Pro orange cream flavor. It's surprisingly tasty and the texture is OK. When you mix it it becomes very foamy and rich. One thing I noticed though, that they use sucralose, very little of it, but it's not a xylithol or stevia.

Day 9

I am on Day 9 today. I am in such pain from exercise which is intense, that I can hardly walk, leave alone run or bend! Jeez! I was walking like I needed crutches today and at some point my lower back hit me like a needle. My experience with Holo: I have been enjoying it more and more. I am actually looking forward to it! I can think about anything with great clarity and calm during. A very interesting thing happened: I started seeing flashing lights in front of my closed eyes, sometimes with colors. I also always get COLD right after that, no matter how warm is in the room, so today I prepared a sweater for the session. Besides these curious factors, I am very much enjoying my sessions and I just feel like in the beginning of a wonderful journey. I have checked Wealth Beyond reason which more and more seems like a hoax to me. There's even a BLOG, (named wealth-beyond-reason.com!), of "independent" review, where the author writes: "The full version of the program provides you with rather extensive help in clearing your money blocks using EFT." This subconsciously translated to: The full version of a book which is written in electronic format and costs around $300, provides you with rather exPensive help in clearing your money out of pockets and by the way, finding about 2 programs like EFT and Abraham Hicks Law of Attraction. Just tapping into these programs, and introducing a merged product-child, Bob Doyle is the only one getting Wealthy Beyond Reason ( I simply don't see why he should get rich without a reason, not at my expense). Anyways, the author of so-called blog is so thrilled with this life-changing program that she buys an expensive Internet hosting and domain name, not to mention site design and maintenance, just so she can write "Review1", "Review2", and vogue (more vogue than Doyle's "free sample chapters") description of the program itself. Not a word on how exactly has this program affected the author's life, the whole thing is impersonal, and looks like a paid gig(which is what most of "blogs" are anyways, people plugging themselves and their, or in this case somebody elses, ideas unto a poor reader). And I say, poor reader, because EFT on its own deserves attention and the Law of Attraction is also nothing new(Abraham , Esther and Jerry Hicks, Lynn Grabhorn, Michael Losier and Joe Vitale to name a few). On my site, I write real reviews and real stories, not a bunch of ads!

Day 6 on Holosinc

It is day 6 and I have only been meditating before bedtime, because it made my senses too keen and I was having terrible headdaches(I get similar headdaches from eye pressure from intense reading sometimes) I have also started exercising 3x week, so basically the exercising is making me feel just exhausted and everything hurts...Everything! It even hurts to type this. Other than that, I have been feeling calm from meditation. I find the bells very calming and pleasant sounding, I've read it's been unpleasant for some. My husband is not willing to meditate everyday, so he's off the program, but the first time he's tried it, he reported the "first part" to be very intense and unpleasant almost, and from there on it was nice and easy and like a trip downhill.

Paris Hilton released!

I am so not surprised. What does it take to release a person from prison? Just a little nervous breakdown, that's all! Apparently, by tomorrow we should have a flood of criminals on the streets. I wish Martha knew that! Was she not a celebrity enough for the sheriff? Just another proof that the system is lenient to celebs. They can commit murders. They can drunk drive. They can run over people. Don't try that, you regular kids, even if you've seriously psychotic. You'll be medically evaluated and put in a psych ward. You'll be taught lessons better not learned. And not a chance you'll be released in 3 days!
UPDATE: since Paris was sent back to the slammer, apparently her sis visited her and gave her a script to read to View's Barbara Walters. She is a changed person now, and before was an "act". (by the way we all choose to act different roles, no matter how bad of actors we make). Now, everyone thinks that she was treated unfair because she is a "rich bitch". I beg to differ. She showed disrespect to the judge and to the system so the judge treated her the way he'd treat anyone with such attitude -- any lawyer will tell you, that's the way this cookie crumbles. You go to Court in person and on time, you show humble attitude and remorse, and then we can talk about leniency. This is an expensive lesson for Paris, but learning is what we do till we die.

Abraham-Hicks discovery

I just discovered a wonderful site, http://law-of-attraction-info.com/
From there on, I decided to follow the steps for manifesting my desires and using the Universal Law of attraction.
1. Getting clear on what I wanted: I want to start a business! What I don't want: is an office job with very boring routine and a bitchy boss. I don't want to be jobless either, depending on my husband for money. I don't want to fail. I don't want to embarrass myself in front of all people. I don't want to seem incompetent, or slow, or unsuccessful. I need all attributes of success: the website, the acetate protection, the chairs, the display signs. I need to have practice. I want a couple of merchandize ready to go, no matter how amateurish it will look at first. I know that if I don't get experience then I won't get better. "I am in the process of starting my own successful business"
2.What am I feeling? Joy, excitement, followed by fear of incometency and unworthiness.
What thought feels better? Joy, excitement, feeling proud of myself for doing what I really love to do! Doing the right thing and following my heart is a wonderful journey which should be embraced and blessed by God and people. Even if I have a few disappointments, I will learn in the process. I am in peace. What mind conceives and believes, mind can achieve. The great Law of Attraction is working for me right now, creating the right opportunities and the right timing for preparation. I am prepared to be determined, fast, focused.
3.Take inspired action.
At this point, I feel I need to draw a handmade calendar for myself with my plan of action. If it's preparation that I fear, then I have to give myself a timeline, a list of things that need to be done, and review it everynight before I go to bed. I should have a date of business "launch" so I can meditate and prepare emotionally. I also like to see things written and not to read them out loud. I found that just by reading with my eyes a few minutes everyday helps me a lot better that saying something to myself. Somehow when I say something to myself with this strange, unconfident voice, it never sinks. I can sing better than I can talk to myself.
4. Allow. Rather than going into resistance about something I don't want, or somebody who has plans for me that I don't agree with, I have to concentrate about what I do want and make 'Just Say Yes!' my slogan. "Just say Yes to the work I love". All I have to do is identify what I want, get into the state of well being from having it and then allow it to flow to me by holding my focus there.
I was guided to Wealth beyond reason from there and I feel overwhelmed. So many programs! I want to start very gradually, not rushing and not feeling greedy or obsessed with something so new. I wrote a reminder card with all the quotes and things that I liked.

I start Holosinc - day 1

Today I have received my Holosinc program. I enjoyed the rain and the bells sounds, however, they did not have the same "discovery" effect on me like I had when I first listened to them in my introductory CD. I was first sitting down on my computer chair with my head on my hands facing down, not thinking about anything. This time, I sat on a couch and felt so uncomfortable. My foot suddenly started to hurt. Then my back. I finally got up and sat on a bed. My mind was pacing from one thing to another. At some point though, I have completely lost awareness of my surroundings, and then all of a sudden a smile appeared on my face and then I started to giggle...without any joke or reason at all, I just could not stop laughing. Then it stopped. Another strange sensation that I've felt for maybe a few seconds was this energy above my nose bridge(between the eyes). I was aware of this spot for some reason, and that's when I got up and left for bedroom. Despite everything, I was completely aware of my body and of my unpleasant thoughts, and then when the DIVE was over, I thought that I was duped and that it lasted only 10 minutes or so. The same day, I let my son and my husband listen to the track also. We will share our experiences, since we're on Dive for 30 min a day for 14 days, and then we'll graduate to Immerse.
UPDATE: I've felt extreme headdache following Dive, and I also had it for a short while after the intro CD so that is not a coincidence. I'll call the support line tomorrow. I am interested if anyone else had like experiences?