Abraham-Hicks discovery

I just discovered a wonderful site, http://law-of-attraction-info.com/
From there on, I decided to follow the steps for manifesting my desires and using the Universal Law of attraction.
1. Getting clear on what I wanted: I want to start a business! What I don't want: is an office job with very boring routine and a bitchy boss. I don't want to be jobless either, depending on my husband for money. I don't want to fail. I don't want to embarrass myself in front of all people. I don't want to seem incompetent, or slow, or unsuccessful. I need all attributes of success: the website, the acetate protection, the chairs, the display signs. I need to have practice. I want a couple of merchandize ready to go, no matter how amateurish it will look at first. I know that if I don't get experience then I won't get better. "I am in the process of starting my own successful business"
2.What am I feeling? Joy, excitement, followed by fear of incometency and unworthiness.
What thought feels better? Joy, excitement, feeling proud of myself for doing what I really love to do! Doing the right thing and following my heart is a wonderful journey which should be embraced and blessed by God and people. Even if I have a few disappointments, I will learn in the process. I am in peace. What mind conceives and believes, mind can achieve. The great Law of Attraction is working for me right now, creating the right opportunities and the right timing for preparation. I am prepared to be determined, fast, focused.
3.Take inspired action.
At this point, I feel I need to draw a handmade calendar for myself with my plan of action. If it's preparation that I fear, then I have to give myself a timeline, a list of things that need to be done, and review it everynight before I go to bed. I should have a date of business "launch" so I can meditate and prepare emotionally. I also like to see things written and not to read them out loud. I found that just by reading with my eyes a few minutes everyday helps me a lot better that saying something to myself. Somehow when I say something to myself with this strange, unconfident voice, it never sinks. I can sing better than I can talk to myself.
4. Allow. Rather than going into resistance about something I don't want, or somebody who has plans for me that I don't agree with, I have to concentrate about what I do want and make 'Just Say Yes!' my slogan. "Just say Yes to the work I love". All I have to do is identify what I want, get into the state of well being from having it and then allow it to flow to me by holding my focus there.
I was guided to Wealth beyond reason from there and I feel overwhelmed. So many programs! I want to start very gradually, not rushing and not feeling greedy or obsessed with something so new. I wrote a reminder card with all the quotes and things that I liked.